In The Absence Of A Friend 

I had sensed the change
Its not like it used to be
What are they avoiding 
By being distant with me

What was silence saying
That I no longer belong
Having noticed the void 
I wonder what was wrong

I try to pick up the threads
That were drifting apart
Needing to fill the space 
That I can feel in my heart

In between conversations
Awaiting silence to end
Missing those fun times 
In the absence of a friend 

Hope©2004

Playing The Waiting Game 

I have no way of knowing
Could I have lost a friend 
Our bond of togetherness
Perhaps they want to end 

Because of your silence 
The lingering long pause
I play the waiting games
Left to ponder the cause

I need you more than ever
For I am feeling so alone 
Meanwhile I shall linger on 
Through memories I roam

Wishing with all my heart 
Can my despair be heard 
Yearning through silence 
For any comforting word

My mind always wanders
Pages and pages of we
Magical times of plentiful
All remain in my memory

If only it could be known
Why friends drifted apart
Will tomorrow find words
For writing heart to heart 

Hope©2003